Transformation
Lately I have been told by a number of professionals - physician, surgeon, dentist, endodontist and mechanic - that my personal issues require waiting for unspecified reasons (mostly "wait and see" or "we'll call you when we have something to report"). These various concerns have spanned the past many months - approximately since last October, 2025 (or about five months ago). Each has entailed initial examination, subsequent assessment, enactment of primary remedial action and final review. In the result I have worn my patience thin. Coincidentally each of the issues now awaits determination of the final steps. The catalogue of the bones of contention spans the sphere of rudimentary to critical. I am now at the point of resiling from any hint of further unwanted enquiry: I’d rather not know! I’m fed up with handling mischief and diagnoses. By further coincidence each of the problems has been sufficiently curious at the outset that the professional advisors themselves have been in a quandary how to resolve the hitch. This additional scope has caused commensurate instability.
Nonetheless, after having spoken with my trusted advisors, clarity has begun to emerge in the scheme of resolution. I am left with the impression that one never truly escapes liability. Today’s anomalies may fade while others materialize in their stead. If one were to maintain a degree of composure, the routine begs a practiced formula for repeated off-hand implementation.
As in all topics there is a hierarchy of relevance. One must weigh the materiality of a particular snag, whether physical, cosmetic or engineering. The surviving significance of each is its remaining open door, preventing one from putting things behind. The correspondence of my own insights into these problems has, to my surprise, enabled a small degree of advancement. Yet ultimately it depends upon the professionals to outline and direct required activity. I seek to settle the disturbance of the debates by characterizing their status as either minimal or pending. Adoption of a settled or determined nature is premature in these volatile eruptions. One must learn to accept the clouds in one’s life - not because submission is a relief but because contradiction is fruitless. Call it accommodation - a salute to ambivalence.
Notwithstanding the undefined feature of change, transformation is inevitable in spite of the recurring obstructions. Uncertainty is perhaps the most offensive element of any peril. Assessing the resource or fortuity of uncertainty is a hopeless exercise of endless disquietude. After prolonged examination, one wonders whether the absorption was of any benefit.
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